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Shinitai

Fri Nov 6, 2009, 10:03 PM
I want to get this out before I burst.

I feel like I'm starting to stray from my career goal, which is working for an anime company in Japan. I don't want to try anymore.
Face it, my art sucks and it'll ever improve to those generic shiny artworks that everyone adores. People like that and only that.
I've been drawing less and less as a hobby and more as a class and something to kill time in government class with.
I've been having artblocks more often, or just give up in the middle of a drawing because nobody would acknowledge it anyways.

I am a hopeless loafer with no future.

Sorry for wasting your time.



  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Lacrimosa
  • Reading: Invisible Man
  • Watching: Kuroshitsuji

LONG BREAK.

Mon Nov 2, 2009, 12:59 PM
Though I'm pretty sad to leave an account with a sub, I will be on a long break until this drama is over.

Call it running away, whatever. I'm this close to just hanging myself to end a relationship with a certain someone.

I currently hate my life, it would be much better without her trying to get into my personal space.

This is not being "worried" or all that shit she's talking about. This is more like pissing me past my limit.

I can't give anymore details for personal reasons, though I'm pretty sure she's already told everyone on her f-list about it.

So yeah. See you all sometime.

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Dango Daikazoku orchestra vsn
  • Reading: Invisible Man
  • Watching: Clannad Afterstory

TEH EPIC FEATURE JOURNAL.

Thu Oct 22, 2009, 4:49 PM
ALL RIGHT GAIZ. IM TRYIN THIS OUT.
DROP A COMMENT IF YOU WANT TO BE FEATURED. [CLOSED]

1. :iconcardcaptorkiki:

A recent Vocaloid fan, a loyal Syaoran-fangirl, this girl is one of the most epic cosplayers I've ever met (though because of her modesty she won't admit it, hahaha). Check out her awesome cosplays and talented art!



2. :iconnerd-complex:

I love her cartoon-like style! *A* Though she's recently moved to a new account, her gallery's full of an excellent use of contrast and color. Her works never fail to bring a smile to my face. Bring in more Gurren Lagann fanarts! xD



3. :iconzeenigami:

He never fails to give some constructive criticism on some of my works, along with some humor. xD He has an interesting use of graphic design, and even uses flash! O.O Take a look at his works!



4. :iconchabaud:

A wonderful traditional artist and photographer (who seems to have a great interested in arachnids, haha), who deviant-watched me after seeing one realism sketch in my gallery. ;A; He's a guy with a much greater potential than me; with some of his works, I had to blink twice before realizing it was a sketch and not a photo!



5. :iconyumikanzaki:

I'd like to onmonnom her art. x] She's a dedicated SimonxNia fan, her works of that pairing are always so adorable hahaha! A girl with a bunch of raw talent, her electronic media works always impress me no matter how humble she is about them!



6. :iconnio-sama:

One of my friends who also lives in Texas! I met her at a booth at the annual Japanese festival actually, haha. xD I love her unique painterly style and backgrounds which I would never be able to draw! Such a beast artist! >A<



7. :iconharunaakatsuki:

I cannot thank her enough for the motivation and support she has given me to work on ~mode-gakuen, as well as reaching my goal. She has an adorable bunch of pixel characters which I'd love to see more of! Moar pixel charas pleaase!



8. :iconbearmoon:

She's followed me on both Livejournal and Deviantart (though I don't know why, my art sucks anyways xD; ) Bearmoon has a really unique shoujo style for her works! Her characters have a mystical sense to them, and her style is clean and simple. Very unique! Oh, and have I mentioned that she makes her own cosplays too? :]



9. :iconkalisia:

Kalisia is one of the photographers/cosplayers whom I admire~ >w< She knows how to catch the right angle and takes great cosplay photos with her fancy camera! I'd like to kidnap her to Texas just so she can be my group's photoshooter at Oni-con. 8D; Not only is she great at photography, she makes an adorable Nia as well as some other splendid characters!



10. :iconmfwilliams11:

Woah! She's younger than me! xD I think she signed my guest book I laid on my friend's artist table at Anime Matsuri. She's got a bunch of cute art in her gallery, and I can see that she has potential! o.o Keep going~!



11.:iconariko-yamato:

She stumbled onto my page somehow, hello! She has a bunch of little doodles, a lot of them quite inspirational! If she had another program other than MS paint, her drawings would be so pro. *-*



12. :iconai-rika:

I love her cosplaaaays. *A* I found her on DA while searching for more Simon cosplayers (hers literally made my heart jump cause it was so hawt <33), haha. I continue to look forward to her new cosplays! >w<



  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Dango Daikazoku orchestra vsn
  • Reading: Invisible Man
  • Watching: Clannad Afterstory

Commissions --

Sun Oct 11, 2009, 6:22 PM
So my mother has been giving me the same lecture about how much it is for out of state colleges and my life in general once I separate from them ever since she found out which colleges I applied for. So to assure her I know how to work by applying for job applications, I'd also like to make some extra money for the "essentials": food, dorm, etc. :/ THUS...

COMMISSION INFO:

Paper-child chibis [Current Special!]
-Inked: $3
-Colored: $5 Sample: [link]

Each additional character $2

Traditional Media
[Clean Pencil Sketch]
-Waist up: $10 Sample: [link]
-Full Body/Character Ref: $13 Samples: [link] [link]

Each additional character: $1

[Inked]
-Waist up: $15
-Full Body/Character Ref: $18

Each additional character: $3

[Colored]
-Waist up (w/ background): $25
-Full Body (w/ background): $28 Sample: s[link] [link]

Each additional character: $5

Electronic Media
-Pixel icon chara (animated): $15 [link]
-Waist up (w/ background): $30 Sample: [link]
-Full Body (w/ background): $35 Samples: [link] [link] [link]

Each additional character: $10

Payment Information
-Payment: Paypal or enclosed cash (at your own risk!)
-I start on the drawing after you have paid. Sorry. >:
-Shipping is an additional $2 within the USA.

Additional Information
-I can draw mecha, OCs, Humans, Animals, and Fanart. Soft-Yaoi/Yuri is OK.
-I cannot draw porn. I'm not legal yet. 8D;

**Please note me or email me at tofuw0lf @ hotmail . com to commission me.**
Please include your:
-Name
-Your commission details (with references if possible)
-The type of media you would like it in
-Payment type
-If you live within or out of the United States

--Thank you for your support!-- :thanks:

  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Unlimited Sky - TommyHeavenly6
  • Reading: Invisible Man
  • Watching: Clannad Afterstory

SPIN ON.

Wed Sep 23, 2009, 5:19 PM
So errr I had a spur of the moment idea last night while drawing my OC in my sketchbook; a manga idea.

It's called Mode Gakuen. Yes there is acutally a building like that. 3 of them actually (I googled it).

It's an accumulation of people's OC characters into one manga, I don't know whether it's going to be 4-panel manga style or the other style.

Yeaaah. I've already asked a couple friends whether or not they want to join. They said yeah. :]

Soo I went ahead and made a separate DA account for it: ~mode-gakuen

Join~ [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]



I'm sorta excited for this. xD

  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Eiyuu
  • Reading: Bakuman

Custom

(cosplay question) Yamapi Kurosagi looks better in... 

57%
4 deviants said ....he looks better shirtless. :]
29%
2 deviants said Black on black [link]
14%
1 deviant said white collared shirt with black jacket (scarf optional) [link]
0%
No deviants said white shirt/tanktop with necklace, black jacket and red scarf [link]
0%
No deviants said other (please specify!)

Shoutbox

=tofu-pudding:icontofu-pudding:
aaah do you really speak chinese? *w* I thought you were Korean?
Mon Oct 19, 2009, 5:37 PM
~ariko-yamato:iconariko-yamato:
ni hao ma??
Mon Oct 19, 2009, 3:12 PM
~ariko-yamato:iconariko-yamato:
sumimasen ----- hajimemashite... ohayo gozaimasu :> (doesn't remeber after that) *switches to chinese ren shi ni wo huan gao xing 8D
Mon Oct 19, 2009, 3:12 PM
=tofu-pudding:icontofu-pudding:
<3
Mon Oct 12, 2009, 11:14 AM
*cardcaptorkiki:iconcardcaptorkiki:
:heart:
Thu Jan 15, 2009, 7:38 AM

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加速する時空(とき)を越えて いざ進め 天(あまつ)へと
(BREAK THROUGH THE WALL) BREAK THROUGH THE DREAM

醒めた目差しをした悪夢のような現実
時空ごとネジ切って 吹き飛ばしてみせるぜ
眠り続ける世界を変えてゆくことできるなら
どんな迷いさえ振り払ってみせるさ

落ちてきた空の向こう 輝きを取り戻し
勇気を力に変えて 貫ぬこうぜ! そのドリルで

自分自身を信じて 立ち向かうぜ 男魂ッ!!
螺旋を描きながら いざ進め 銀河へ
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この道を選んだのは 他の誰でもないから
どんな運命(さだめ)さえ迷わずに進むのさ

未来はこの両手に委ねられていると
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何処までも続く旅路 夢見た大地を目指して
加速する時を越えて いざ 進め 天(あまつ)へ
守りたいと願うたび 心が呼応(こおう)してゆく
声を高らかにあげて いざ 進め 天(あまつ)へと
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